Stressed Out.

Ya Allaaaah muangkel aku udah nulis buanyak loh tadi curhat banyak tapi kok tiba-tiba offline mode trus hilaaang heeeee mangkel. Yawes aku purik sama blog-ku emboooooooooooooooooooh ga bolo wes terserah kamu arepe lapo aku gak ngurus mbok pikir aku nulis tadi ga capek taaaa haaaaa? Kesel duuul hari ini aku buete, salah satunya gr2 kamu! AWASSSS KOOOOOOOOON emboh wes hus hus. Ngamuk aku mangkel ambek kamu kamu jahat semuanya jahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat yauda aku bobok aku ngantuk blep tringtingting fdgsbnajkmZL<HUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Huaaaah

Hari ini bt banget deh gueh. Eh ngga juga ding. Ya ampuuun, aku baru sadar aku punya kapten SDC yang guila. Sumpah, liaten ta blog nya. Ngakak aku liatnya. Coba search di google, rezza nadear nenovarmaychisa terus nanti lak ketemu blog nya. Tak pikir wong iki kok judes nemen, kalo orang nanya jawabnya puendek + nadanya mangkelin. Eh ya Allah, ternyata. Eh tapi baik seh dari tadi aku mboncengin terus muter-muter smala-rumahnya Mb Cheezy-sanggar-skate park-smala terus dikasi 5000 buat beli bensin hehe lumayanlah. Postingannya kadang ada yang ga nyambung trus ya gitu dehh. Ngga percayaaaa? Loh ayota percaya aja. Udah tak print screen loooh suweeer tapi kan lola beudz seperti biasa jadinya ya ga tak aplot. Jadi tak kasi alamat blognya aja yeeeeh yeyeyeyey

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Bukak bukak harus bukak! Dadaaaa muci everybodeh

Wish You Were Here.

I'm in love with this song. There's something hurting, broken, all it is called. Avril makes it perfect. I don't aim this to somebody outside, 'cause I'm not wishing someone was here LOL.

I can be tough

I can be strong  

But with you, it's not like that at all  

There's a girl that gives a shit  

 Behind this wall, you just walk through it
 

And I remember all those crazy things you said 

You left them running though my head  

You're always there, you're everywhere  

But right now I wish you were here
 

All those crazy things we did  
Didn't think about it, just went with it 

You're always there, you're everywhere 

But right now I wish you were here

Damn, damn, damn  

What I'd do to have you here, here, here I

 wish you were here 

Damn, damn, damn  

What I'd do to have you near, near, near  

I wish you were here

I love the way you are 

It's who I am, don't have to try hard  

We always say, say it like it is And the truth is that I really miss
 

All those crazy things you said  

You left them running though my head  

You're always there, you're everywhere  

But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did 

Didn't think about it, just went with it 

You're always there, you're everywhere 

But right now I wish you were here
 

Damn, damn, damn 

What I'd do to have you here, here, here 

I wish you were here 

Damn, damn, damn  

What I'd do to have you near, near, near 

I wish you were here

No, I don't wanna let go, I just wanna let you know  

That I never wanna let go, let go, oh, oh No, I don't wanna let go

I just wanna let you know  
That I never wanna let go, let go, let go, let go Let go, let go, let go, let go, let go, let go Let go, let go, let go

Damn, damn, damn 

What I'd do to have you here, here, here 

I wish you were here 

Damn, damn, damn 

What I'd do to have you near, near, near 

I wish you were here

Damn, damn, damn  

What I'd do to have you here, here, here 

I wish you were here  

Damn, damn, damn  

What I'd do to have you near, near, near 

I wish you were here

As The Year Goes Bye.

Ya Allah, aku kangen kelas SMP. TUBEZ. Tujuh - Sembilan B SBI. Kangen banget. Kenangannya mbekas banget sampai sekarang. Kelas terhebat yang pernah aku masuki sejauh ini. Ngga ada yang bisa ngalahin. Semuanya seru, baik, pinter. Beruntung bisa dimasukin ke kelas ini.

Inget banget dulu kelas 7 masih ada Almer, tapi kelas 8 dia pindah ke Jakarta, yasudah. Kelas 9 ketambahan Danank, murid pindahan dari Ci apaaa gitu pokoknya Jabar. Semua muridnya unggulan deh disini. Kalo tryout ada Zahra. Koleksi ranking 1-nya tak terkalahkan, mulai dari sekolah, SSC, sampe kota! Waktu DBL? Wah, tambah kosong kelasnya. Bayangin deh, dari 24 penghuni kelas, yang 12 anak ikut DBL. Sebenernya malah 13 anak, tapi Cokel ngga dibolehin ya mau gimana lagi dongs. Semua ketua ada di sini deh. Ketua OSIS? Ada Almer (sebelum pindah). Kapten basket cowok? Barek dong. Ketua PMR? Zahra dong. Kapten cheers? Eheem, aku hehe. Bahkan waktu 10 besar nilai terbaik Unas + nilai akhir, hampir setengahnya dari TUBEZ.

Secara karena anaknya pinter-pinter, harus rajin belajar terus biar ngga ketinggalan. Alhamdulillah, perjuangan bareng sekelas worth it banget. Sekelas masuk Smala! Well, ngga sekelas sih, ada Wahyu yang lebih memilih homeschooling. It's okay lah sudah pilihan hidup.

Mungkin karena udah tiap hari ketemu di sekolah, kita jadi ngga pernah sekalipun kumpul-kumpul reuni gitu. Iyalah, tiap hari juga udah reuni. Tapi tau ngga sih guys, kalian teman-teman terhebat yang pernah aku punya. Terhebat. Kadang aku mikir kayanya aku ngga pantes masuk kelas sehebat TUBEZ. Tapi udah takdir ya disyukuri aja. Jadi, ayooooo jalan-jalan!

Aku kangen kaliaaaaaan. Kalian dimanaaaaaa?

Cheerliar's Back!

Cheerliar is BACK! I'm not lying. This is the reality. S2LC's brought it back. Only 3 minutes to show them we're not that bad. Go, MOZAIX KECEPIT SENDAL JEPIT XENOSAGA TEVLON! I know we can make it. It's all on our hands. Cheerliar, we'll stand by you. We'll never let you go. Wait uuuuup :)

It's All About SDC :*

During the holiday, all I'm thinking about is SDC, Smala Dance Crew! We're gonna have a competition in the end of the month. I swear it's gonna be goooooood. It's tiring, I know, but it's pretty pretty fun. They've made my day. Hmmm, dancing is my runaway from all these holy shits. The never-ending tasks, agenda, man they suck. This post will be so much longer if I write those stuffs. SDC, I LOOOOVE YOU :*

No Idea.

Oh My God. It feels good amazing to be the Event Organizing Committee  (OC) of HUT Smala. But it's a  VERY VERY BIG RESPONSIBILITY. I am expected to give fresh ideas about 'what is going to be held to celebrate  Smala's Birthday' since it's impossible to hold Rendezvous for the second time in a year (it isn't funny: Rendezvous 2k12 part 2) and it seems like nobody's interested in participating or at least  attending the event after hearing the words 'Smala Cup'. Tomorrow's noon is my 2nd Raming. Tonight, I swear I have no idea. No idea. And I am the Event OC.  W('A')W

Ya Allah Ya Tuhan, I hope You'll give me a nice dream that shows me what shall I do and in the some hours of me sleeping, You change me into a more creative girl. Amen.

Happy Women's Day :)

Awrite. So today, March 8 2012 is International Women's Day 2012. Anyway, Happy Women's Day every woman out there :) Wishing women will always be the ones who protect the world as it gets worse day by day. We can make differences. Keep fighting!

Men are here because women are here. Remember ;)

Bitter Memories In A Sweet Smile.

Her name is Alda. That's the way I call her. Full name, Aldarina Galfanora. My classmate. Absent number of 1, that's why she'll always be ready for everything that requires us to stand in front of the class and do some exercises. I never thought that she would be the strongest girl I've ever recognized until today. The strongest girl.

Last Friday, I went around Rungkut Industri to do my job as one of the 'fund-seeker' of 3FC. Car was driven by Fauzan, and I was accompanied by Daru and Nanda. On the way back to Smala, something so surprising, insipiring, and unbeliavable was told by Fauzan. First, I told them about a a big loss happened in Spensa in December. It was having two music teacher, one of them was very lovely, gone.  Mr. Benny Manuputty passed away on December 18 and Mr. Herman was gone on December 25. Then Fauzan told everything.

F : "Kamu tau Alda?"

B : "Aldarina Galfanora?"

F : "Iya."

B : "Kenapa?"

F : "Mamanya udah meninggal sejak dari dulu. Terus waktu kelas 6, papanya meninggal. Akhirnya dia tinggal sama Pakde-nya. Beberapa hari kemudian, 10 hari kalo ga salah, Pakde-nya meninggal."

B : (speechless)

Look at your self. Have you treated your parents well? I just can't put myself as her. She i s so amazingly strong. STRONG. Her mother left her when she was very young. When everybody's competing to give their mother the best gifts on Mother's Day, all she does is giving the best prayers for her mother up there. When we ask our father to teach us how to drive a car, she'll ask another person. Not her father. She is an orphan.

She always smiles. She never cried. She never asked for our pity.

A girl without mother and father can still smile even super bitter memories never leave. The hard life has turned her into a strong girl.

And me? I have mother and father. But, sometimes I do some things that disappoint them. Make them cry. I said they were tiring. Exhausting. But how my life will be without them? I'll be nothing. I've learned a lesson from Alda.

Life must go on. It doesn't care if it's bitter or sweet, good or bad. You've gotta smile and don't let the world see how much you've been hurt as it spins.

Hmm. Thanks Alda for the spirit you give me everyday :)

Thank Him for Your Life.

Yesterday, I read a newspaper whose a small article told about sexual abuse against child under 5. I was so shocked as it was said that the child was a girl of 4! Only uneducated people did disgusting thing like that, you know. The girl, who is unfortunately an orphan, was abused in forest by 2 crazy men. One thing I really cannot accept is that the girl now is hospitalized since a severe bleeding occurred in her vagina and, something was found not so far from her. It is estimated as her urinary bladder. 

Hopin' you can imagine how life has treated that girl badly. Sometimes life is not fair. She is an orphan, only a 4 year old girl who doesnt know anything but candies and chocolates and that crazy thing happened. People do worse things day after day. It hurts me, as a woman, how men treat women arbitrarily. They dont have rights to do it!  Even for a small one. And also, thank God for your life everybody. You can go to school, play with you friends, surf in the internet and many other things. They're more than enough. Actually, millions of people are willing to replace you to get those things you can do now. Life is cruel. It's true.

Strong Love Lasts Forever :)

Honestly, I dont know what to post. Lemme think. Okay. See this.

How beautiful is it? Sooooooo beautiful. God has prepared an invisible empty seat for our forever-and-always partner. If you think we're alone, single, or all those things called, WE ARENT! The prince will come :) A marriage, for me, is once in a lifetime. Choose the best one or you'll regret everything. No, Im not blaming everyone out there who are playing with gurls or boys, but they should have known. Everybody has a limit. Once you play one's heart, it takes long time to heal it. Hahah kelamaan jadi curhat nih *teringat kenangan masa lalu. Awrite that's all.

Cheeeeeerrrsss :)

Curhat.

Ya Allah aku capek di Smala. Capek. Aku cuma butuh istirahat. Udah. Nggak ada belajar, latihan, sama rakor. Kapan? Capek Ya Allah.