I light up my spirit for this year’s event. And knowing that
2013 is gonna be my first and last experience of having PERISAI in the list of
mine, really means something. That I only have this short period of time, to
contribute for Smala’s next generation.
Began on April, this month, July, is the third month of
fight and sacrifice.
Fight. Yes, fight against myself. Everytime the going-home-bell
rings, I fought against my self to running as fast as I could to the mosque (and
pray since the practice will be held 45 mins after the bell) instead of texting
my dad to pick me up. I chose to sleep late at night to finish my homework
instead of missing one practice to finish it earlier. I chose to spend my time
doing the tasks of PERISAI instead of spending it for surfing on the internet.
And here I am, with 91 other great people and the BPH-BPI ones who keep
standing tall, welcoming the freshmen.
Sacrifice. Yes, the sacrifice of everything. I let my self
being tired of having the material for PERISAI instead of having ones after
window-shopping. I missed my family gathering instead of not attending one
practice. I chose to go to school almost everyday at 6 o’clock instead of
sleeping till noon. And here I am, with 91 other great people and the BPH-BPI
ones who keep our spirits on fire, just to make sure that everything’s
gonna be good.
And I don’t
regret every single step I’ve taken.
I knew this is gonna be hard. Sometimes I let my mind
consider the chance of giving up and leaving. It wasn’t until last week’s
practice I knew that I only wanted to have a revenge. Then I realized I was
totally wrong. This journey is aimed for the tough ones. For them who have
succeeded fighting themselves after all the hard times, and who have sacrificed
themselves for better generation.
I've learned many lessons. Hardwork, coordination, spirits, and
many others. I dont care about these ‘tan lines’ or this
holiday-without-holy-day thing. But one, I am ready for making history and creating
better generation. Oh, sorry, WE’RE READY! In the name of Allah, we’ll prove it
TOMORROW!
PERISAI
2013, SMALA!
Bismillahirrohmanirrohim.
