oh may gahd

Oh may gahd jeez it’s 2015!!!

Well my last post was in January 21, 2014 and it's been a year! Wow that’s quite a long time.

I hope you know that not posting something here doesnt mean 2014 is just as flat as highway. It’s waaaaaayyyy too adventurous for me, I must say. So many ups and downs, tragedy and irony, tears of pain or joy, and so many other things I cant even mention one by one.

It’s new year though, I’m not gonna tell you about my resolution or something like that (I didnt even write one, to be honest hihi) but I just wanna welcome all of you here to once again, be involved, to my experiences.

For your info, today I’m no longer wear that white and grey costumes, I AM A COLLEGE STUDENT wohoooooo so you’ve gotta be ready to read that oh-so-whimpy minds of superwhimpy college student –plz come on you know what I mean..

I’m wishing you a great day today and dont forget to make everyday count. Salam super!

PS: sorry for that sok-cutie-library-photoshoot, just wanna provide you some recent photos of myself during this perantauan stuff (which shows me getting too much fat lately), hoping your eyes will still be okay after seeing that :p

One more PS: actually what makes me do this bloggy things again is this english subject (academic writing-WR) which requires me to put my essays here after being revised by the lecturer so from now on, in order to make everything easier, I’m gonna put labels ‘cherish english’ in each post containing my tasks for WR.

for all these 3 years

hidup, hidup

senyum memang kadang cuma akting, pembohongan massal
dunia memang kejam
lagipula siapa yang pernah bilang hidup itu gampang?

aku masih inget di salah satu episode hitam putih bintang tamunya raline shah,  dia ditanya
"kalo kamu hanya bisa menyelamatkan 1 orang, siapa yg kamu pilih? mama atau adik?"
dan kondisinya ga beda jauh untuk aku,
"kalo kamu hanya bisa mempertahankan 1 keputusan, apa yg kamu pilih? dibenci seumur hidup sama temen (-temen) atau ambisi?"

emang bener, sekarang kamu bisa bilang hitam atau putih. tapi suatu saat, yang kamu lihat cuma abu-abu


yes, i'm in that grey

My Deepest Thank You: OASIS and SDC.

It's been the 365th day since I was inaugurated as the leader of Smala Dance Crew. And last Friday, the new leader had been chosen. I can tell you, being with SDC is one of the best times I have in my life so far.

SDC
DBL 2012

SDC
DBL 2013

So was being with OASIS, One Amazing Squad In Spensa. It was such a great memory, and sure, I'd have been nothing if I had decided not to take part in the audition. Yes, OASIS is like the opening door, a gate to a brand new experience I'd be having.

KOS (Keluarga OASIS the 2nd)
DBL 2009

OASIS 3G (3rd Generation)
DBL 2010

And here's my deepest thank you for everything, every lesson, you both have given me. Not only all the dancing or cheerleading techniques but also the spirits not to give up, to believe in every prayer and miracle, to work hard and moreover, to find your passion. To do what you want and prove that you can do more than what people think.

Sorry for every stupidity I've made, my anger, my carelessness, all that in these 4 years of cheerleading and dancing. All I want you to know that, I've given all my best. Every tears and laughter, sweats and energy, to create the best generation OASIS and SDC ever existed. I don't know if it's been accomplished or not (people judge), but today, when it comes to an end. I cant help crying, knowing that this is gonna be the last year I have to be with all of you guys. To be honest, I never regret any single step I've taken during these 4 years, cause I believe that's what made me into who I am now.

Thank you for everything. Yes.

EVERYTHING.

Keep stunning and rocking. My prayers will be with you forever and always!

(more stories, next posts)

5 cm.

Last night I watched one of Indonesia's best-selling movies of all time, 5 cm. Well, I can't deny that this movie is pretty good. You know, it shows the power of friendship and dreams so ya, a really good example for somebody like me, who can be in good and bad mood in a few minutes for studying (to reach my dreams). A good quote to note: stick your dreams 5 centimeters after your forehead so that you can see it every time.

One other reason I love 5 cm is that this movie is trying to show the beauty of Indonesia (especially Semeru) which is (I think) will be a good message for everyone in Indonesia (and also all over the world) to visit this country! Get a glimpse at the movie, and also the beautiful views of Semeru!

Ranu Kumbolo, surganya Semeru (katanya Genta)

Ranu Kumbolo pagi-pagi, ker-ren ba-nget!

di atas awan

Well, I must admit that in the end of the movie I got a an idea one day I will go thru the same track as Genta, Zafran, Ian, Arial, and Riani (the casts) to Semeru. Yes, I have 3 close friends and maybe we can do it together. But maybe not.... (sigh) None of us is in Pecinta Alam thing so probably we will get lost or give up so easily. But if it's a dream then nothing is impossible :)

And also, Riani (played well by Raline Shah) is so-damn beautiful! But Zafran (Herjunot Ali) is much-more-damn cool and charming!