Being Invisible.

Being invisible might be one of many people's dream. Like Fantastic Four, you may save the world, hero. But this is just another 'invisible'.

I just do not know how my heart feels after knowing this. It didn't beat faster, but it's kinda strange, you know. It's funny seeing everything's going like a bull. Full of lies. You made fun of someone who'd been such a hypocrite, who knows, you might have done the same shit.

Sometimes I regret why I am so yesterday. No twitter, no instag or something, but yah, I know everything has their own advantages. It was so funny (again) that I was sitting, doing nothing, overhearing your sayings on how you confused of him, innocently. And, I was like, um, this is just a terrific coincidence. Man, you were talking about the same guy I was texting with!

Then the flashback started. How you asked the teacher's permission, gettin' out of the class, picking up his phone. And he's like, 'seduce' you. And you were like, help me idk what to do what to say or something, he gets me crazy once again and unexpectedly, I was feeling the same thing. Not exactly the 'same' thing, but like, Gosh, shit, he did this to me over again. He was approaching 2 gurls, who (unfortunately) are in the same class, you know? What a coincidence ><

This is why I love being invisible, not invisible in real meaning. But, invisible in this world's developing technologies. I am thankful for not having twitter or bbm or stuff. 'Cause if I do follow this gadget-freak wave, they, will have known how I 'spy' their lives.

No, no, I'm not that kind of detective. It's just like a bird, free and fun. Surfing in the internet without getting caught by many people. I sometimes, make some time of surfing to have their profile in my monitor. The way they live their life is such an interesting topic. And it was a guilty pleasure, smiling over their confused thoughts to overcome the things they called 'problems' and I was just like controlling them. Waiting for them to know this 'lovely' coincidence.

*anyway, I'm not that stalker like you have in twitter, I'm just the curious one :)

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Mereka ♥

I used to be a girl who was afraid of stepping into a new environment. Well, not that afraid actually. Some kinds of lazy to get to know each other.. But God’s been so kind to me that He put me in a class full of great people after being accepted in Spensa. He did know that I didn’t recognize anyone there since there were only four students from my elementary school got in.

It can’t be denied that there will always be close friend(s) everytime we enter new life. And I was so grateful. My friends in Junior High were all kind, well, so are in Senior one. But it’s different. I found three persons who really know me haha until today. It doesn’t mean that it wasn’t until Junior High, I had close friends too in Elementary but once again it’s defferent.

Camilla Amanda Prakoeswa Setyadi. Is a girl in green. Her bag, her clothes, her shoes.. Three years of alay-ness and all those crazy things with her in Junior High. His ex is Alika Princess’ boyfriend hihih *ups. Now in acceleration class and I know why she made it: her desire to finish school ASAP, go to work, retire, and live happily with no activities during her old and peaceful days...

Aathirah Valmay Priyono. Is a superskinny-becomes-supermodel girl. Her beautiful long hair is an asset. Nobody has that kind of hair, thick and black and smooth and whooaaaa except the hair on tv commercials definitely. She tells me everything, her secrets, love life, sisters.. Now, she’s chasing her dream to be a model and actress by doing some shootings and fashion shows, anyway, someday if she becomes a real actress I’ll have had her signature..

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Hanun Ariibah Romiizah Cahyono. Is a girl behind the microphone. She’s veeeeeeery good in singing and I kept wondering why she didn’t register for Idola Cilik, a booming show when we were 12. Her dangdut body sway is the one and only, tremendous and shocking. Ready to amaze us. We made some only-us-know-it words in 7th grade. And all I know about her is: she really wants to be on the Voila page. A section in Jawa Pos to make-over somebody...

Anyway gurls, thanks a lot for these really beautiful 5 years and the upcoming years. I hope we'll be best friends till FOREVER! Good luck for our dreams, someday if we ever meet again all I wanna see is ourselves holding hands, hugging and thanking God for the beautiful times we are having now. Camilla as a doctor, Mamuy as a technician, Jenun as a singer,  and me, whatever will be will be deh. InsyaAllah amin.
AMIN! GO FIGHT WIN.

Everything Happens for A Reason.

Long time no post. Coming up with sad news ajadeh. Sudah lama emang, 27 Juli 2012 jam 6 sore, tepat pat habis buka. Dan beginilaaah... Setelah kecelakaan kemaren dan bikin orang kesakitan semua itu, yang pertama. Aku mau minta maaf. Mungkin ngga sebanding sm apa yg udah kalian dapatkan, aku tau. Luka-luka penuh darah, sepeda motor rusak ga karuan, lecet beset dimana-mana. Tapi sapa yang bisa nolak apalagi milih kalo emang Tuhan maunya begini?..

Gak ada yang tau apa yang akan terjadi sama diri kamu dalam 15 menit, 10 menit, bahkan 1 menit ke depan, mungkin ada beberapa misal (menurut tipi-tipi) anak indigo gitu.. Yah kalo tau aku bakal tabrakan ya tau gitu aku nunggu bentar di YPIA aja. Tapi lho aku bisa apa?

Aku cuma manusia, plankton mungkin di mata Allah.

Gayaku tok ae selangit, naik motor  ngebut, bahkan sampe lupa baca bismillah.

Mungkin ini alasannya, nggak, bukan mungkin, tapi pasti, INI ALASANNYA! Aku ngga tau kesambet apa isok sampe lupa baca bismillah. Ampun, beth. Mek bismillahirrohmaanirrohiim ae lho susahe opo se? Mentang-mentang abis buka belum minum ngono ta sampe lupa? Mentang-mentang udah capek pingin cepet-cepet ngono ta? Cek manjae kon bet. Nggilani. Njijiki. JIBANG, Jijik Banget! Sombong kon bet, wes dikasik rezeki masih bisa buka tapi yo sek nglunjak ae..

Tapi Allah pasti punya kesempatan kedua. Aku minta maaf ke semuanya kalo ini bener-bener sudah merugikan banyak orang. InsyaAllah aku berusaha berubah. Insya Allah, atas ijin Allah.