My Deepest Thank You: OASIS and SDC.

It's been the 365th day since I was inaugurated as the leader of Smala Dance Crew. And last Friday, the new leader had been chosen. I can tell you, being with SDC is one of the best times I have in my life so far.

SDC
DBL 2012

SDC
DBL 2013

So was being with OASIS, One Amazing Squad In Spensa. It was such a great memory, and sure, I'd have been nothing if I had decided not to take part in the audition. Yes, OASIS is like the opening door, a gate to a brand new experience I'd be having.

KOS (Keluarga OASIS the 2nd)
DBL 2009

OASIS 3G (3rd Generation)
DBL 2010

And here's my deepest thank you for everything, every lesson, you both have given me. Not only all the dancing or cheerleading techniques but also the spirits not to give up, to believe in every prayer and miracle, to work hard and moreover, to find your passion. To do what you want and prove that you can do more than what people think.

Sorry for every stupidity I've made, my anger, my carelessness, all that in these 4 years of cheerleading and dancing. All I want you to know that, I've given all my best. Every tears and laughter, sweats and energy, to create the best generation OASIS and SDC ever existed. I don't know if it's been accomplished or not (people judge), but today, when it comes to an end. I cant help crying, knowing that this is gonna be the last year I have to be with all of you guys. To be honest, I never regret any single step I've taken during these 4 years, cause I believe that's what made me into who I am now.

Thank you for everything. Yes.

EVERYTHING.

Keep stunning and rocking. My prayers will be with you forever and always!

(more stories, next posts)

5 cm.

Last night I watched one of Indonesia's best-selling movies of all time, 5 cm. Well, I can't deny that this movie is pretty good. You know, it shows the power of friendship and dreams so ya, a really good example for somebody like me, who can be in good and bad mood in a few minutes for studying (to reach my dreams). A good quote to note: stick your dreams 5 centimeters after your forehead so that you can see it every time.

One other reason I love 5 cm is that this movie is trying to show the beauty of Indonesia (especially Semeru) which is (I think) will be a good message for everyone in Indonesia (and also all over the world) to visit this country! Get a glimpse at the movie, and also the beautiful views of Semeru!

Ranu Kumbolo, surganya Semeru (katanya Genta)

Ranu Kumbolo pagi-pagi, ker-ren ba-nget!

di atas awan

Well, I must admit that in the end of the movie I got a an idea one day I will go thru the same track as Genta, Zafran, Ian, Arial, and Riani (the casts) to Semeru. Yes, I have 3 close friends and maybe we can do it together. But maybe not.... (sigh) None of us is in Pecinta Alam thing so probably we will get lost or give up so easily. But if it's a dream then nothing is impossible :)

And also, Riani (played well by Raline Shah) is so-damn beautiful! But Zafran (Herjunot Ali) is much-more-damn cool and charming!

First Driving Lesson (Finally!!!)

Today I had my first driving lesson with my daddy (and my eldest sista actually). So so so so EXCITED!! You may wonder why I am so excited, rite? Okay, maybe not but let’s just say yes to cheer me up :D

Well, I feel so happy because this is what I have been waiting for all this time! It’s been one of my targets since I was in 10th grader. You may check this one out. And I think it’s not much because most of my friends have had their own identity cards (let’s call it KTP) and later after having that one, they’ll have had their own driving licenses. Though some of them only have the SIM C (for motorcycle only), but the rest have both SIM A (for car) and SIM C. So I am kinda envy, peace :) But I could do nothing because I can’t drive so..... I just lay back and take a deep breath, realizing this: I’m so old-fashioned that I can’t drive a car in this modern era.

Do you know why I really want to learn how to drive? I give you the reason, I want to be a cool woman. I don’t want to be a full-time-housewife, I wanna have my own career and I am inspired by them who have their own cars and drive themselves to their offices. Later, I also want to drive my kids to their schools. I want to be a mobilized woman by not depending on others. (you may laugh)

And why I said FINALLY?

You may check the link I have given you above once again. Do you find any clue? Well, it is my biggest obstacle to not practicing how to drive a car. I ALMOST HAVE NO TIME. Yes, it’s yours to claim that I’m busy-wannabe (or in Bahasa we say sok sibuk) but I’m telling you, I am very busy. I had many things to solve in 11th grade (let me mention: Nouveau, SDC, S2LC, PERISAI) and I was like being chased by the deadlines and perfection. Also, as a student, we won’t forget this: HOMEWORKS. Super! I only had limited time to be home, and in that limited time, THERE WERE MANY HOMEWORKS TO BE DONE (sigh). That’s why I’d rather spend my holiday with sleeeeeeping better than practicing how to drive a car.

Well, I also want to thank one my (annoying #ups) classmates, Caca, who one day said ‘Eh, aku kemarin udah latian mobil lagi... Udah bisa belok!’ which later woke me up and motivated me to practice driving a car as soon as possible.

And here I am. This morning I went to Taman Sari Regency Sidoarjo (If I’m not mistaken, I forget the name of the cluster actually) with my dad and my sister (huh, she decided to take a part in this practicing time in last minutes and disturbed me all time). Well, I still can’t drive carefully since it’s just the first meeting (but wishing there will be many more meetings after this) but yeah I’m trying. You know, my car isnt the automatic one so I had hard times balancing and controlling the gas and kopling (I dont know the English ._.v) button. And also my dad once got angry saying ‘Udah udah wes nggak usah! Kamu ikut les nyetir yang mbayar aja sana! Kalo abis kopling trus ngegas tapi mesinnya mati terus gini lama-lama mobilnya protol mbak’ (and trying to uninstall the key) and I was crying (this part is humiliating). So please pray for me :)

And by the way, I hope it’s not too late to say HAPPY IED 1434 H. Minal Aidin Wal Faidzin :)

Sorry I don’t ask any apology by texting or sumthin like that since my cellphone is a total wreck.

Happy Holiday All!

Bismillah, Senyum Semangat!

Every struggle will never be easy.

I light up my spirit for this year’s event. And knowing that 2013 is gonna be my first and last experience of having PERISAI in the list of mine, really means something. That I only have this short period of time, to contribute for Smala’s next generation.

Began on April, this month, July, is the third month of fight and sacrifice.

Fight. Yes, fight against myself. Everytime the going-home-bell rings, I fought against my self to running as fast as I could to the mosque (and pray since the practice will be held 45 mins after the bell) instead of texting my dad to pick me up. I chose to sleep late at night to finish my homework instead of missing one practice to finish it earlier. I chose to spend my time doing the tasks of PERISAI instead of spending it for surfing on the internet. And here I am, with 91 other great people and the BPH-BPI ones who keep standing tall, welcoming the freshmen.

Sacrifice. Yes, the sacrifice of everything. I let my self being tired of having the material for PERISAI instead of having ones after window-shopping. I missed my family gathering instead of not attending one practice. I chose to go to school almost everyday at 6 o’clock instead of sleeping till noon. And here I am, with 91 other great people and the BPH-BPI ones who keep our spirits on fire, just to make sure that everything’s gonna be good.

And I don’t regret every single step I’ve taken.

I knew this is gonna be hard. Sometimes I let my mind consider the chance of giving up and leaving. It wasn’t until last week’s practice I knew that I only wanted to have a revenge. Then I realized I was totally wrong. This journey is aimed for the tough ones. For them who have succeeded fighting themselves after all the hard times, and who have sacrificed themselves for better generation.

I've learned many lessons. Hardwork, coordination, spirits, and many others. I dont care about these ‘tan lines’ or this holiday-without-holy-day thing. But one, I am ready for making history and creating better generation. Oh, sorry, WE’RE READY! In the name of Allah, we’ll prove it TOMORROW!

PERISAI 2013, SMALA!

Bismillahirrohmanirrohim.

The Power Of.... Internet.

No intention to offend again or whatever you call it
But this is the reality of how big the impact of internet is
Especially social media

It makes problems
It exaggerates them
It heals them itself
And makes them disappear, gradually...
Like nothing ever happened

Just remember, there is no cure for broken heart.
So it remains.

Still, no intention to offend again ;) peace!