Finally!

180 Panitia. 12 Seksi.

It’s been a great nine months with you guys. I’ve learnt many stuffs, I mean not only to organize things, but also how strong the power of optimism and faith. Well, it was exhausting to get things rite, to fix the guest stars, the fee, the rundown and all those stuffs but I am grateful that we all work together as a team. It was pretty hard in the beginning (miscommunication is common, though) but we made it tonite.

They can compare ours to theirs but I am proud of what we’ve been standing for all these months. We have what it takes to be a good event (in outdoor space, correctly): spectacular guest stars, clear night on rainy season, thousands of tickets sold, and good team.

One thing I really appreciate is: we did it ourselves.

And let this be my sorry to all of you if I did some intolerable mistakes. Sorry for not being  a good coordinator. If I mixed up feelings inside job, or I wasnt wise enough to decide something. I hope you guys dont mind.

Last, finally is truly a correct word. A single one describing all the laughter, tears, feelings, ups, downs, and hardwork we’ve strived. That’s all I need to say.

And this...

I am proud of us.

NOUVEAU 2K12, BERHASIL BERHASIL BERHASIL HORE!

❧ Selamat Hari Ibu ❧

Ibu. Ibu. Ibu. Ayah.

Maaf, ma, yang bisa aku kasih cuma sayang nggak terucapkan yang sudah ketutup gengsi.

Tapi aku tetep sayang mama. Mama harus tau.

Super Frustated!!!

Aku stress tingkat tinggi. Aku harus gimanaaaa?
A belum mari dateng B, belum mari lagi dateng C, dateng D, E, F, G......Z. Terus kapan marine Ya Allaaaaaah, bantu.
Plissss, bantu aku kami..

From Now On!

Well, been so busy these four weeks. Yes, I’m gonna be stressed!

Just want to have a very deep sleep and when I wake up, voila!!! everything’s good. But it’s a mess all around and it’s hard to fix somehow..

Imagination and reality is different, though.

Maybe it’s me and my greed to blame. That I was am so ambitius, want everything on my own. Sometimes it’s my ego which controls me, not my brain, or my logic. I don’t even care about my health, as long as I’m happy, things that come with it can be overcome.

Yes, sometimes I regret. How I left my family on most Sundays to go to A’s B’s C’s etc house, to school, to somewhere faaar away, saying they needed me ‘cause I had some tasks to do and it’s my responsibility, refusing the facts that my family also needed me. How I acted like a stranger in my home. Wake up at 4, go to school, study, go home, study again (sometimes :p), go to sleep. Like a guest, a robot.

Is it too late to get things rite now? I hope it isn’t. Everyone has a chance, rite? Although sometimes chance only comes once. But, that’s not the important one, it’s about how to start fixing it, controlling ego and prestige. And the only way is the first step.

Am ready for it?

Well, let’s try!

Lihat Segalanya Lebih Dekat..

Grand City, 9 Desember 2012, jam 16.00.

Aku : Pa, ayok (ngambil helm).

Papa : Ada uang kecil nggak? Lima ribu (berdiri).

Aku : Uang kecil? (ngrogoh saku).

Papa : Iya, tadi Papa dimintai uang buat beli nasi.

Aku : Ha? Sek bentar (ngeluarin 10 ribu). Ini, adanya 10.000.

(hening sebentar)

Aku : Sek-sek jadi Papa tadi minta uang buat beli nasi?

Papa : Oh enggak. Tadi tukang becak yang dibelakangmu itu minta uang lima ribu buat beli nasi..

Aku : Oh (speechless).

Yang merasa makjleb, lihat betapa beruntungnya kalian :)

Karena Itu Bersyukurlah.

Aku merasa kecil. Dan malu.

Bagaimana uang dua ribu yang selama ini aku anggap nggak ada apa-apanya ternyata sangat berarti untuk pak penjual es gudir tadi.

Bagaimana sinar matahari waktu pelajaran olahraga yang aku anggap menyengat bahkan hanya seperti setitik bagi beliau.

Bagaimana selama ini aku selalu mengganggap diriku nggak manja ternyata cuma omong kosong aja.

Dan yang beliau katakan adalah...

“Gak papa saya kepanasan di sini yang penting saya dapet uang.”

Dua ribu rupiah per porsi es gudir. Sangat jauh dibanding satu gelas sundae AW seharga lima ribu yang baru aku makan tadi. Tetapi porsi es gudir bahkan jauh lebih banyak, dan lebih mengenyangkan. Aku nggak sanggup untuk menghitung pendapatannya sehari. Dengan pengeluaran lagi sana-sini untuk membeli plastik, gula merah, karet, santan, es batu...

Cukupkah?

Ya Allah, jika Kau dengar doa hamba sekarang, tolong kabulkan.

Berikan pak gudir tadi kemudahan dan kelancaran dalam menjalani hidupnya. Berikan beliau ketabahan dan kekuatan dalam menghadapinya. Berikan ia kesehatan. Mudahkanlah dalam mencari nafkah, tambahkanlah rezeki yang Kau berikan padanya. Jangan biarkan keluarganya kelaparan. Maafkanlah segala dosa-dosanya dan pertemukanlah kami di pintu surga-Mu. Amin.

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