I hope we last. I hope we do.
But if we don’t, this is how I want you to remember me:
But if we don’t, this is how I want you to remember me:
I want you to remember me curled up, listening to the sound of your heartbeat, kinda messed up with my own. Remember me laughing at our only-we-know jokes, the most stupid ones. Remember me in hysterics for absolutely no reason and in tears because one time you made me so sad I never thought if I'd recover. Remember me brave, that time I was striving so you could see my effort; remember me scared and gentle and delicate and breakable - when I called feeling blue and you told me you believed in me.
Remember me happy, and all the ridiculous ways you never knew so that I could get your attention back. Remember the way I was too stubborn to talk to you and how absolutely insane it drove the both of us. Remember all the firsts and how they were so delightful we went back for seconds and thirds and fourths. Remember the songs I couldn’t stop listening to and the wild dreams you allowed yourself about the future, that you said we had much intersection on.
Remember me happy, and all the ridiculous ways you never knew so that I could get your attention back. Remember the way I was too stubborn to talk to you and how absolutely insane it drove the both of us. Remember all the firsts and how they were so delightful we went back for seconds and thirds and fourths. Remember the songs I couldn’t stop listening to and the wild dreams you allowed yourself about the future, that you said we had much intersection on.
If it’s any consolation I allowed myself to have them too. If it comes to it I don’t want you to remember the ending.
Remember the beginning.
Remember the first time you knew.
Remember the first time you knew.
