Cause I Have.

Have you ever been
so sad
so damaged
you listen to ballad songs
and when the flashback starts
you can't stop the tears streaming down your face
for a rigid one hour
on the bathroom floor
scared going back to the crowd
cause you just dont want the world
to know how rude he is
and how broken you are
cause you dont want people
to know how hurtful he is
and how stupid you are,
for believing in him?