"You defined your expectations in a way which I cannot reach. You overlooked everything I do and focused on the details which I could not do. You overwhelmed me with blames I could not handle, and loaded me with feelings I did not cause. Your words left me with a heavy heart, full of pain and with many sleepless nights. Is this part of your satisfaction; to leave those you love in agony? Is it how you function? Is this your definition for care? You accused me of disrespect, while among all that was said, you were the one disrespecting me. You disrespected my privacy and the way I manage my life. You disregarded my circumstances and my conditions. You judged me without knowing the facts. Even your approach for knowing part of the truth was quite provoking. You accused me with actions I did not do. You chose to break my heart rather than find excuses for me. You were too self centered that you overlooked how your words might negatively affect me.. and they really did. I know that your words caused me pain.. lots of it. I know that you asked me to forget what was said, but I do not see it feasible.. At least not at the current time. What was said, is said, and it was definitely too much. You revealed how you think and how you calculate your relationships with people. For me, friends are people who I do not need to pretend with anything while being around them. However, in your case, you made me filter every word being said, watch out for every action being done, and even every idea being thought of. You became the wound not the heal."
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