There will be times when you just feel sad, without knowing why.
Like something is taken away, even yourself does not know what is being stolen. Like everything is vulnerable you can hold onto nothing when all in reality, you have everything it takes to hold onto.
There are times when you feel empty.
Like life is cruel enough to take back the colors it brought to you the previous days but those colors are basically everywhere you see. Like hating and complaining seem to be the only understandable thing to do yet you have no right to blame, you completely realize it....cause you know it is you, and yourself alone, the only one to blame. And you try to avoid it, you know you're wrong you just can't bear the feeling of regretting something you knew you could always try to make it better but somehow you didn't.
Pride takes away everything.
It is hard to be the strong girl you wish you could always be, the one you wish everyone wanted you to see.
Long story short, this girl writing this, is stupid enough to let everyone see her tough and strong but at the same time, wants to be seen as soft and needs to be protected. Yes people, her insecurity drowns her at its finest.........and she doesn't even know what's gonna make her feel better at the moment.
"This too shall pass", she reminds herself as she drowns herself to her own messy thoughts.