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March 28, 2017

A Letting-Go.

An askfm notif-based post alert.

"mb beth, ini gak perlu dijwb sih di ask, tp aku pgn tau bgt hal sebodoh apa yang akhirnya bisa bikin mb beth dan "wisdate" partnernya jauh? mau gak kl mb beth cerita sedikit aja ttg itu? huaa sumpah aku se have-no-idea itu hu *sad* bye mb beth, jangan lupa bahagia, krn mb beth seberuntung itu :)"

Apparently, no, honey. Not gonna talk about it :)
It was so stupid. I was one thousand times stupid just to think about it I would hurt myself.
Just, if you're sad then.....just think about about how a lot more I was (and sometimes, still am) sad. But I am recovering tho. Thank you for your kind words, it made my day.


Seminggu ini hanya agak.....sendu.
That moment you know is gonna come but trying to avoid WILL finally come.
A mixed feeling between happy, sad, regrets, excitements, denial....when that one person you've always been dreaming of, who was once fallen for you right before you realized, but was too late the moment you knew, will finally....go. Bahwa sebentar lagi dia akan meninggalkan tempat kalian dipertemukan, dan itu membuatmu sedih.

My biggest fear is not that he will forget. My biggest fear is that I will.
I don't wanna mess around with forgetting, I wanna be ok with remembering.

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