Errr...

I realize I've been complaining alot this week. Like almost everyday that everyone starts to notice,

"Semua instastory isinya PLO. Tuh apalagi bethari tuh."
"Akhir-akhir ini suka curhat ya beth."
"Semalem nggak tidur ye."
"Udah kelar opc belum update mulu."
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I thought it was just me being reckless about these stuffs freaking me out. Pretty much me having these eyebags and being bodo-amat-how-dark-it-gets-and-how-terrible-I-look-just-let-the-world-see-how-fucked-up-I-am kinda feeling,...ok this is not that simple.

I have always wanted to be the one who spreads positive vibes as much as I want people to be and how on earth could have I done such things less than a heartbeat away of spreading negative vibes all over the internet and worse, real world????

So yea, let this be my reminder to always, ALWAYS, find the good in everything and stop complaining. At least, keep the complaints to myself and myself only (and this blog too, sometimes).

Anyway! MY FAVORITE BLOGGER, kak Claradevi, just replied my comment on her instagram!!!!

Cant be happierrrrr, she noticed me! You guys should follow her instagram, really, she writes the most beautiful captions to look up to in the slightest moment our heart captures (am not exaggerating this is an absolute fact nobody will doubt). Also, some days ago, I replied kak Maria Rahajeng instastories and her twinnies also, Elizabeth Rahajeng....and they replied me back!

This makes me very happy like a child, of course, how connected we are to the people who seemed unreachable back then, how close we are to the person who was once became our will-never-come-true dream.

This world is rotating too fast and frankly speaking, it's starting to scare me in any ways possible......

Sebuah tulisan yang di tulis di tengah ke-keos-an duniawi,

mohon doanya nanti saya ujian Sistem Produksi.